Anne Savage’s story | British Tinnitus Association

My music career began 28 years ago, 20 of which I have spent coping with tinnitus and hearing loss caused by exposure to loud sound, doing the job I love.

The last decade has seen an increase in my symptoms, heightened by long periods of silence trying to study for a degree. That’s when it first became frighteningly noticeable. My ears used to ring after a performance, but that would dissipate after a few days, then one day it just didn’t stop. The fear that the constant ringing was now my new silence sent me to some very dark places. I still avoid or dread social situations where there is any background noise because I can’t single out individual voices. This creates feelings of embarrassment, isolation and sadness because I can’t enjoy special celebrations such as family gatherings or weddings. Part of the joy of being a musician is socialising before or after a performance, but now I leave as soon as I can to avoid worsening my tinnitus.

Seeking help

I did seek medical advice: my GP referred me to an ENT specialist for tests, but the help offered was very disappointing. Even though I knew there is no cure for tinnitus before I attended the appointment, I did expect some practical advice. However, I was simply asked if I was coping and ushered out the door, which left me feeling quite desperate.

Anne Savage on stage.

I cut down on performances and studio projects for fear of aggravating the tinnitus or, worse, going completely deaf. I considered giving up my job as a musician completely, which left me with an identity crisis as to who or what I would be without my music career.

I eventually did find help by reaching out to other sufferers and wonderful organisations such as the BTA. I am still surprised how, sadly, some musicians are cautious of discussing their tinnitus, as if ‘being found out’ might jeopardise future work engagements.

Management techniques

Currently I am happy to say that even though I have tinnitus, I don’t ‘suffer’ from it as much, and this is due to techniques I have learned, such as relaxation, meditation and mindfulness. I listen to soothing sounds of nature whilst studying or going to sleep, which really does help. Obviously, I wear hearing protection and practise noise safety, but I do still perform and continue to write music! I passionately campaign to raise awareness of tinnitus and the dangers of noise in order to try to help others to avoid damaging their hearing.

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